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Here’s what I wore last month!! Super backlog because I had no time to write last week and my computer isn’t doing well!! The laptop isn’t cooperating either………. Sucks for me. 

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My posture = feels about the upcat lol will talk about that later!!

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I honestly don’t know what to write about regarding my outfit! It’s all in the picture? And I think my style is already predictable in a way. As long as they’re two pieces, then count me in! Hahaha!

I did not feel any sign of uncomfy-ness despite the show of some skin. It wasn’t revealing at all and all I can say is, I love it!! I think I’m leaning more on simple outfits these days. 

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I have a thing for arrows and looking back??? Haha

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(Rosewholesale two pieces, CNDirect sneakers)

Ok so this is pretty much what I feel regarding upcat and maybe another rant about life hahahaha!!

I was part of the first batch and what bothered me the most is that compared to others, I had lesser time to prepare. I don’t believe in the power of cramming nor do I reject the idea of it, but with my situation, I had no choice but to cram! If you read my previous blog posts, my sched has been so terrible lately; I never finish all the tasks without having to sacrifice another. Okay so back to the topic, I had really little time to review and being part of the first batch, I seriously had no idea on what was going to happen. All I knew was, I have to have a lot of food haha!! They said that reading comprehension is going to make you really sleepy so I made sure to bring food good enough for a field trip lol! Also, from all the stress that I’ve been facing, food was the only thing that can actually comfort me. Saaaaaaaad.

Before the test, I made sure to pee. You’ll never know! :) So I broke the line and I ended up being the last girl in our room! I was literally beside the door bwahahahaha. Is it fate? Haha!! The chances of getting the first and the last seat is very rare ok (lol at me) 

The proctor gave out the instructions and blahblah….. the test finally started! I didn’t feel nervous at all. It felt the way I answered the mock tests we had at the review center lol. Maybe even less??????? Wait but before you judge, it’s not because I think it’s easy!! I just didn’t care :(((((((((((((( and I think that’s not good? Lol. Weeks before the test, I felt so hopeless and stressed and the way I felt while taking it was so different. Maybe the factor that I’ll finally finish the test was the one pushing me that time. 

The test was difficult (for me). It started with language proficiency. I wouldn’t say that this part is my forte but compared to Math and Science, I know I can conquer it haha! To tell you, it was really challenging. All the the choices made sense (most of the time) and I really made sure to double check on what I’m doing. Also, I was pressured with time! I didn’t know I would have to catch up with time in this part! By the time that the proctor showed the 20 minute paper, I told myself,  ”so acet is not the only unfinishable exam, you can also experience it with upcat huhu” lol thankfully, I finished it! I had to rush it though. 

Next part was Science! IT WAS THE MOST DIFFICULT. I studied a lot for this but everything flew away lolool. This is like a test on how you really understood the lessons you had in highschool. If you simply get it, then most likely you’ll spend a time thinking and analyzing which will rattle you! The questions are long and sometimes they give you situations that you need to analyze  which is time consuming huhuhuhu. 

I was able to answer more questions in Math than in Science??????????/ WHAT HAHAHAHA. I hate Math, you all know it. And I don’t know if the answers I found were even correct???? lol Hmm let’s say I was able to answer at least 3 questions in math but only 1 in science lol :( I also had no idea on how to answer f(x) questions! It wasn’t taught in my school yet and when it was tackled in my review center………… I still didn’t understand huhu. There were a number pa naman.

Finally, reading comprehension! I know we all loved Selection 4 haha! It was my favorite! The Filipino selections were so hard to comprehend and the pressure to finish everything in time was just so overwhelming. And it was hard to conclude stuff ok huhu. Huhu. I didn’t finish this too!!

SO OVERALL………….

It was so hard. Huhu. I’m not expecting to pass because I’m not even sure of almost all the answers that I had. They said you should skip a number if you do not know the answer…………. so I should’ve skipped everything then? Lol. But that’s not possible either huhu, so I just hope that I made sense while guessing????? AHAHAH. Also, from what I observed, even if I studied intensely, I’ll still feel the same because the questions asked cannot be answered by simply memorizing or understanding?????? Your heart must answer it lol together with your bright mind hahahaha, 

The funny thing was, after the exam, I didn’t feel anything at all. It was just like, so it’s over….. it’s up to Him. I didn’t feel extremely down because I didn’t study or what nots. It was just like that. AND THIS SCARES ME THE MOST. Why am I not afraid? But why should I be?????? Sobrang nakakaconfuse lang, kasi parang best ko ba yun?

At the end of the day, it’s all in my fate and in His plans! God knows the reason behind everything so it’s all on how He will take my wheel. I know He’ll choose the best for me!

P.S. I took my ustet today! Blog post about it next week! 

Kakayanin. Kakayanin. 

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24 Aug   4 notes

Physics

080314 10:34:20

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The stripes turtleneck that I got from fashion71 was a bit tight so to balance it out, I wore a skirt. I wore this last Saturday when I passed some requirements, and went to UP to check my building for upcat. 

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It was raining hard that day but thankfully it started to lessen afterwards. Also, because of the rain, I was finally able to shoot with my transparent umbrella hahaha!! It has always been my dream to have one, gladly I found mine at Japan home!!

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I’m going to take the test at the Institute of Physics, Saturday morning, in case you’re wondering!!! See you???? Haha! I also took the pictures there. :) The place looks really amazing!! I can take all my pictures at that place hahahaha!

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(Fashion71 top, skirt, and flats)

To be honest, I haven’t studied that much yet. School took all my time (I also need to maintain my grades so that I can graduate with honors ((please pray for me huhu)) and I honestly don’t know how I’ll cope with this. Some may judge me for still blogging despite my endless rants on how I lack time and such, but this is the only way I can release my stress. This keeps me sane in spite of all the challenges that God has given me. UP is my dream but I also need to face the reality. The way to get in is extremely hard and from the looks of it, I feel like, I’m not that armed yet. Oh, the frustration and anxiety this brings! 

I’ve been constantly ranting about my life and everything on my accounts but I felt a bit lighter lately because I just allowed Him to take the wheel. I think this is one of the biggest challenges that I gotta face! I should look on the brighter side after all. God, just choose the right school for me huhu.

I’m so scared, extremely scared. :( In less than a week I’ll be facing the test and I don’t know if I’ll be able to accept the results. It’s all in His plan, I guess.

Aja aja fighting!

080314 11:05:38

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09 Aug   9 notes

Sixteen

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(Sammydress bow sweater, fashion 71 shorts and heels)

Here’s what I wore on my birthday last Sunday! I saved the bow sweater for that ‘special’ day but I guess the outfit that I planned didn’t work well? I should’ve worn a pair of jeans instead? But I didn’t wear it because the weather was terribly hot hahaha! 

Moving on, my weekend was so full that I couldn’t even afford to celebrate! My birthday wish was even a class suspension (minus the flood ofc), lol. Anyways, I somehow managed to squeeze this shoot! I went to the South just to take pictures with the flowers but to my dismay………. the flowers are all gone!!! Lol sayang naman the one hour ride :((((((((( 

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I finally got to wear my Lolita like heels from fashion71

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I do not have a lot of pictures of my outfit because I feel like it looks sooo awkward? I also felt like a potato and I just wanted to eat everything from Mcdonald’s……….. honestly lol. I don’t know if it’s because of too much stress. Everything has been nerve wracking already!!! It’s either I laugh the hardest or weep over irrational stuff. I’m afraid of myself now lol 

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(Sammydress bow sweaterfashion 71 shorts and heels)

I actually have 2 wishes for my sixteenth! One is the banana and the other is the apple hahaha ain’t going to tell you because I might jinx it! I’ll just share them once they happen! 

Also, in my sixteen years of existence in this wonderful world (lol), I’m just really grateful to the man above for allowing me to define myself more. I wouldn’t say that I matured intensely but I like and hate the way that I can actually feel now? I don’t know if it’s because I started to care more or if it’s because all the situations in my life are forcing me to really live. Either way, the process is horribly difficult. I’m actually shocked on the way I response to it! I know it will get better though and this is the life of a growing person, I guess, haha!

OINKKKKKK it’s already August!! I might be absent (lol) in my blog for some time (I have 4 posts sitting in my drafts so prolly not too lol) because of the mentioned stress that I’m facing! To give you a short horror story, our periodical tests are scheduled two days before the upcat ha ha ha life is gr8!!!!!!!  And Buwan ng Wika is approaching (Buwan ng Wika is a very hectic month for me)………. so just imagine the amount of work that I gotta face!!! 

Lately I’ve been running with 2-3 hours of sleep and sometimes I even fail to accomplish tasks because my body suddenly shuts down huhu. I told you I’m facing the worst of the worst in the game of acads hahaha. So please do bear with me if I’m going to be gone for a week or two or if I’ll be writing some paranoid and depressed blog posts again or if I’m simply ranting about life on twitter hahaha! 

Look at all the stuff I wrote in this post, they’re as messy as my life haha!! Let’s just pray for each other to survive, oh, not merely survive!! Let’s pray for each other to overcome our present struggles with a cherry on top! 

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02 Aug   6 notes

Cheon Song Yi

Most of my friends do not know that I blog. I don’t even share it to people I know because this is my personal space (away from the usual people) hahaha! I sometimes feel uncomfy when people I know ask me or talk to me regarding my blog, I feel a little bit shy??? image Lol. And whenever people I know would hear that I have a blog from other people, they just give me a whoa face lolol. I can’t blame them though, Geela the derp + fashion blogging???????? Seriously?!!!! Perhaps that’s the reason why I wanted this blog to be read by people I do not know. 

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As much as I want to keep my blogging life only for my followers and I, a friend caught me while shooting these pictures!!! It was sooooo awkward!! image I had to tell her that I run a blog :((((( She and her sister kept on laughing lololol. But nevertheless, it was so unexpected and random that I loved the encounter hahaha!! I really missed her since she’s now in college. Oh the feels of reuniting in the most awkward situation haha!

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She asked me how come I can take pictures despite people staring, I think I just got the hang of it! I learned not to care about what others would think. image

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Moving on to my outfit, I finally got to wear this pretty jumpsuit from 6ks! What I like about this, is that it’s dressy yet a no-brainer! Also the main reason why I bought this is because it is similar to what Cheon Song Yi wore on My Love from Another Star! 

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(6ks jumpsuit, fashion71 sandals)

How do you find my look? You can get your own Cheon Seong Yi jumpsuit on 6ks! 

Hugs,

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26 Jul   16 notes

49 Days

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Here’s what I wore to Gereka’s birthday dinner. This beautiful dress from cleocat-fashion came just on time!!

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I think this is one of my prettiest lace dresses so far! I told you multiple times on how I can’t find the perfect ‘pure dress’ and I think I found one now!! It’s so pretty and very lady-like lol. And don’t you just love the off shoulder design it has, super classy. 

The dress didn’t complement me so much because of my body’s lack of curves (lol) but I’m sure that if you’ve got those then omg that’s like a jackpot, hahaha!!

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I added this pretty necklace from Romwe to add more ‘push’ lolwat to my outfit. 

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(Cleocat-fashion dress, romwe necklace)

Called this 49 Days because it reminds me of that Korean drama. If you have seen it, the dress’ purity is comparable  to the drama’s famous tear drop necklace. I don’t know, I just kinda associate it to it. 

Hugs,

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05 Jul   9 notes